Did church today at home. Was frustrated, angry. Did not understand what is going on. Questioning is it me or them. What is the deal. That was my attitude. Reading Psalm 16 several times. Praying out the feeling in my heart has changed me. God helped me see He does have a plan. That going to a place that is not safe is not His plan for me or for anyone else. That to trust Him. He will and does give me counsel. He flooded my heart with peace. It is okay. He has got this. So He heals my heart. Sets me free to be me, the person He has created me to be. Romans 8:28 And I know that all things work together for good to me who loves God, to me who is called according to His purpose. I know keeping my focus on Him is the answer. That when I struggle He helps me.