So I talk to myself about building relationships. Investment into others lives. Making a difference in my family’s lives. I know they love me. Yet, I often feel left out. Lonely. I had a report of breast cancer 3 years ago. On that day I heard the dreaded word “cancer.” Then two days later I lose my job which I worked for 13 years. It was my ministry…really. Since then the focus is on my health. Thanking God for healing. Miss my job ….. So many emotions to work through. I know God is working in me…. Just really hard….