My life ….it seems so intensely emotional right now. I guess everything is catching up to me. My focus needs to change… Instead of looking “DOWN” at the past three years….I need to look “UP.” To be grateful for the goodness in this. To see things from God’s viewpoint. So easily said. Whew! So when I turn myself right side up so to speak. I can clearly see the goodness at every turn. When I wanted it to all go away and it didn’t God held me, carrying me through. It is time to focus on that. That God is seeing me through this emotional, physical mess. And everyday I am getting stronger in Him.