It has been hard getting back on schedule but I am not going to let circumstances dictate my life. Yep, bad things happen. Yep, they hurt. Yep, I am processing and letting it not be sweep under the rug. Facing the pain is so hard yet it is the only way through this. And I have to remember God does have a plan for me. It is a good plan because he is a good God. It just hurts.