I need a miracle. It seems I have been praying and believing forever. It has not happened. Yet, I cannot give up. I can only continue to believe that the Christ who gave his life for me. Has got this. That I am held safely in his arms. I pondered the thoughts and questions what else can I do. Show me Lord. I wait. Sometimes I wait quietly other times I cry my heart’s yearning out loudly. Lord I need you.